Blasphemy is what some would say, but, to me it means that I have arrived! I am the goddess I am meant to be: I am at the point in my life where even my weaknesses work in my favour. I know that to fulfil the task written on my heart and mind, I need to be Me. I have everything it takes to live life to the fullest and carry out my God-given purpose. I no longer need to search for love or acceptance or recognition from anyone; I am giving it to myself. I am the centre of my universe; whatever I may need will come to me, when the time is right. I hold a huge vision but I live everyday taking only one step forward. I do not have to try to make sense to people, I rest in knowing that who are meant to understand, will. I know that I do not have all the answers; I realise that I will never see the real result of my work on earth. I know that my role is not to change the world, but simply to be the change the world needs. I do not expect any longer from others to stand up for me; I just stand up for myself. I do not worry about what others think of or say about me; I only care about what I think of and say about myself. I do not blame others for what went wrong in my life, I thank them for their actions which helped me become the woman I am today. I do not thrive in sacrifice; I put myself first as a sacrifice. I have stopped trying to be my sister’s friend; I choose to make my friend, my sister. I am not a child; I am mature, I am wise – I am a nanna.